I prayed that god would take Felix soon. One: to end my suffering but mostly to end his. I spent most of the day petting him and he was really hanging on till the last moment. It was hard to watch, but we were there the whole time. It was a really tough day for me. I shed so many tears, I am afraid I may have a headache tomorrow.
Like always, I felt guilty. Guilty that I had to let him go, instead of taking him to a vet and trying to keep him. I do feel somewhat of a comfort that he no longer has to suffer, but it still hurts to think about him. He was such a sweetheart. It does not say anywhere in the bible about kitty heaven, but I still want to beleive that he is there. I will miss him terribly.
Prism Ap Again!
2 months ago